Born To Suffer - Penance

All this suffering yet I cannot feel it

Words of consolation I bring to you

I am torn by grief and sorrow

For me there’s no tomorrow

Hiding under your shroud of security

For your peace of mind

I’ve lived and learned with gifts bestowed on me

But I was left behind

I reach for you but you’re illusion

Please excuse me for my intrusion

Once hopeful but now just living

Why must I be punished for giving

Youth memories that once had sheltered me

Kill me in the end

Born to suffer live by standard die in despair

Born to suffer again

Who are your heroes?

Where are the morals?

Somewhere in limbo but surely not here

Can’t you see my misery maybe tomorrow I’ll be all right

Blasphemy and irony of a world on it’s knees

Reality’s gain is my loss, until a change

I will suffer