This Is My Hell - Pellek

As I travel down this lonely road

So many signs I should have seen

Paths I’ve chosen never rise to meet

The man I should have been

As I sit here huddled in the dark

A sullen face tattered clothes

Thoughts of you struggle to keep me warm

In this night so bitter cold

Devastated, all alone

Of my sins I can’t atone

Self-imposed

This is my hell

(I want you to release me)

Forgotten soul some twenty years

A vivid memory of your tears

Let me go

This is my hell

(I want you to release me)

Can’t control my inner rage

Now I’m damned to live that day

For all time

This is my hell

(I want you to release me)

I’d trade my soul for what I’ve done

I swear to Father and to Son

You were my world

This is my hell

(I want you to release me)

I can see the tears

Falling from your eyes

I can see the light

Growing dimmer as I die

Over and over in my mind

I’ve come to you so many times

And asked forgiveness

For your hell

(I want you to release me)

Please forgive this awful thing

So I can hear death’s angels sing

You were my world

This is my hell

(I want you to release me)

I can see the tears

Falling from your eyes

I can see the light

Growing dimmer as I die

I can see the tears

(I can see your pain)

Falling from your eyes

I can see the light

Growing dimmer as I die