Morbid Existence - Paradise Lost

In my afterlife, I’ll rise again

Destroy all the ones who laughed

Kill them all, able to think, flex my limbs

Talk and socialize, live my life…

No future, an obscenity

Why was I chosen to suffer?

Hoping I wake up

And the curse has left my soul

Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter

I writhe and grit my teeth in anger, why?

Not allowed to make decisions

If only I could tell them all I can think