For Indifference - Overcast

I choke on my bitterness

Because some things are better left unsaid

Hesitant is my instinctive venom

Since I’ve stepped out of this light

I said I’m sorry

The truth is I never was

Begging to be indifferent

I’ll take you down with me

You’re going down

I’ll take you down

Falling

Scratching, tearing

Ripping, falling, melting

Scratching, tearing, bleeding, feeding

I said I’m sorry

The truth is I never am

Begging for indifference

I’ll drag you down with me

You’re going down

I’ll drag you down

A toxified embrace holds me up

As my suicide increases

And my life skids out of control

Shouting back in my face

As I lose control of my hands and mind

As I reach for my peace

I claw at my eyes

Insensitivity looking away

Just like a raped mother to her child

I hate you just the same

I hate you

And when patience wears thin

Intentions watch hungrily transparent

Anxious to feast on your devotion

Anticipating that quenchless thirst