Mental Health - Oust

I’ll remember, I’ll remember.\nI swear I’ll remember your face this time,\nBut I can never seem\nTo form the lines of you in my mind.\nOnly darkness, darkness\nWhen I shut my eyes to the world.\nShut out all the problems\nThat I once thought\nThat I’d solve in time, only lies\nThat I told myself,\nThese grand delusions to maintain mental health, mental health.\nBut I promised, I promised,\nI promised to myself that\nI’ll remember, I’ll remember.\nI swear I’ll remember the man\nThat I ought to be, so flatter me.\nTell me that I’m everything.\nWe all want to listen.\nWe all want to feel like we are needed,\nKneaded like dough on a cold cutting board,\nFormed to pieces.\nAs much as we’d like to think we’re unique,\nWe see now the mold that shapes our physique.\nAnd when we peek,\nDoes it all go downhill\nFaster and faster?\nI’ll remember, I’ll remember.\nI swear I’ll remember the reason that I promised you that\nI’ll remember, I’ll remember.\nI know I’ll remember the reason that I can’t see your face anymore.\nI’ll remember, I’ll remember.\nLord have mercy, I’ll remember.\nI can’t see your face.\nAnd I can’t your face anymore.