Abuse - Ordog

Life seems to decay before my eyes*

I reassure myself, everything is fine

Everything drains my strength from me

It makes me sick, look in to the mirror

And to see what I have become

Flowing tears, acid of my eyes

The blood rushes around my body

I abuse myself for being so weak

Burning me, killing me

Memories, weakness

The shadows they survive

The face behind the window

Sneers at my solitude, knife in my back

Amidst the rotten walls

I’m dead…