Broken Language - Oncue

I fell in love with her back in junior high

You assumed it right

No dress, suit and tie

Fuck a happy groom and bride

I won’t be scrutinized

This might not be polite

But i’m through with lies

I’m just tryna shed some light

I knew how i felt even when i was a punk

Back when i rhymed, i bmx bike off the jump

I knew what it was, didn’t wanna be a chump

Cause if i told the other guys then they’d probably get me jumped

I hooked up with your friend, didn’t give a shit

A 12 year old too concerned about his little dick

And where it was going, think i just started wrong

But that was just some false shadow

So nah, i won’t belittle shit

I gotta live with it, and die with it too

A young man with regrets, ain’t nothing new

Tryna fix something that’s broken ain’t much to do

Even if you never want nothing you got shit to lose

I wrote a million songs, and they all about you

Where did we go wrong, what did we go to

Cause all of me then, was screaming and yelling

And ain’t no telling, why we so broken

I was coming out my skin when you gave it up to him

After all we went through and everywhere that we’d been

My mood swings swinging like fuck it really depends

Stop playing the background acting like i’m just a friend

The night he died, i never told you this

Thought about what you were going through, nearly made me sick

I said?

was my attempt at consoling you

You had a hold of you, instead i tried groping you

I tried to make you holy new, that’s what a man supposed to do

Consider this a love letter, long overdue

I’d say all the same shit if i was alone with you

But i’m not, i’m writing and i’d probably smoke a bud or two

Now you been hanging with that mother fucking prick sally

Then you pushed me on that imgur, bitch bally

I know i can’t fix that past with a little song

I just wanna tell you i loved you all along

I wrote a million songs, and they all about you

Where did we go wrong, what did we go to

Cause all of me then, was screaming and yelling

And ain’t no telling, why we so broken

All we know is broken language

And all we spoke is broken language

How to cause this pain and anguish

All we are is broken, so broken

Go figure, it can’t be

Been together 6 months, now what?

i gotta leave

I guess timing was never really our thing

So despite with the money and the fame girl i bring

I’m, so sorry you tip toed

I had to let go, and what the fuck …

Hiding me from your parents on the down low

There’s a metro north ticket

Where do we now go?

i don’t know

No regrets about the years that we made it work

When your mom was diagnosed, so you had to play the nurse

And i tried to make it home, but i had to make the first

Having different walls against our backs only made it worse

I hit the road, then pop the bottle shit

Best believe that i never fucked those model chicks

At least i didn’t when i was still with ya

Gotta write more, a 16 will paint this whole picture

Cause, it’s always second guessing and the paranoia sets in

And the hole that we were left in got us arguing and stressing

Broken to the point we wonder where the pieces from

More concerned about losing them than keeping them

I wish we had the will to believe, i wish we had the will to stay

Life’s a reflection of what you see

But you need to know when to look away

I wrote a million songs, and they all about you

Where did we go wrong, what did we go to

Cause all of me then, was screaming and yelling

And ain’t no telling, why we so broken

All we know is broken language

And all we spoke is broken language

How to cause this pain and anguish

All we are is broken, so broken