From the Inside - October Ends

I don't know who to trust, no surprise

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit

Every time I try to make myself get back upon my feet

All I ever think about is this, all the tiring time between

And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

Because I swear for the last time

I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit

Every time I try to make myself get back upon my feet

All I ever think about is this, all the tiring time between and how

Trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

Because I swear for the last time

I won't trust myself with you

I won't waste myself on you, you, you

Waste myself on you, you, you

I'll take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

Because I swear for the last time

I won't trust myself with you

Everything from the inside

And just throw it all away

Because I swear for the last time

I won't trust myself with you, you, you