Scars - Oceans

Oh I hate this place

Faces I can’t erase

I choke on every scream I try to invoke

Oh I hate this place

A cage of rife decay

Each hour’s like a dagger, slitting my throat

I can’t get away

Let me just slip away

All I do is drown my face in the blood

This world is not a place to live

Why is it so hard to forgive?

This world is not a place to live

This life is not for me to live

I’m not here to scratch your heart

When word is made flesh it leaves a scar

I’m not here to scratch your heart

I am here to rip your world apart

You always wanted my best

My best was never enough

How can I forge my own fate?

When all that you see

Is a picture you painted of me

Something I’ll never be

Why do I hate myself sometimes?

And everything is pale

How can I love myself?

When every little scar is tearing me apart

No-one ever taught me how to live

How do I forget?

How do I forgive you?

Father?

Why have you forsaken me?

Father?

Why have you forsaken me?

Was I ever enough?

Can I get enough?

I hope that one day you could see

Father?

Why have you forsaken me?

Never enough

Never enough

Never enough

Forever in love

Never enough

Never enough