New Old Me - O Fresh

I feel like Richard Sherman, I’m too deep in the zone right now

I had too much tonight, I swear I can’t be alone right now

I haven’t slept in two days, I’m drifting off into my own right now

I haven’t felt myself lately, you’ll have to fix that at home right now

I just texted my ex-ex, I shouldn’t have used my phone right now

She blowing up on my messages and I ain’t trying to act too grown right now

What you say to me?

I don’t appreciate your tone right now

Now you tell me you love me?

Cause I told you I’m about to be on right now?

Just little blown right now

Tryna sort the whole thing out

About to shut the whole thing down

Baby, I’m way too gone right now

I’m in my own cloud, I’m so out

I’m trying to find my soul now

Why you gotta yell at me, I’m just tryna get you alone now

You saying I’m the sole reason I sold out — damn

Well where you expect me to go now?

I just need my vices and I know I got a lot of them

A list of some bad habits, staying faithful is on top of them

PRE-CHORUS

Don’t be mad I’m faded

You took too long, I waited

I told you I’d be patient

But there’s nothing left to save it

Don’t be mad I’m faded

You took too long, I waited

I told you I’d be patient

But there’s nothing left to save it

Sometimes I lie to you

Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you

I’m one hell of a guy, that’s no surprise to you

You say you’ll leave but you won’t

Supposed to have a guilty conscience

Should feel bad, but I don’t

Sometimes I lie to you

Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you

I’m one hell of a guy, that’s no surprise to you

You say you’ll leave but you won’t

Supposed to have a guilty conscience

Should feel bad, but I don’t

Your biggest fear was falling for me and commitment was mine

You feel entitled to my loyalty and baby that’s fine

Tonight my only focus is in front of my eyes

Cause timing is money, money is time

There’s PartyNextDoor but I need you at mine

Told you once before I got the things that you like

Tell all of your friends 'cause tonight is our night

I’m balling on high, watch how I provide (mmmm)

I’m ashamed of everything I got

Spent so much on everything I bought

You lift the weight of the pain I brought

I’m looking for a different way to frame my thoughts, yeah

I told you lies but it ain’t my fault

You love me too much to ever think I won’t

You hold the weight of the pain I brought

I’m looking for a different way to frame my thoughts

PRE-CHORUS

Don’t be mad I’m faded

You took too long, I waited

I told you I’d be patient

But there’s nothing left to save it

Don’t be mad I’m faded

You took too long, I waited

I told you I’d be patient

But there’s nothing left to save it

Sometimes I lie to you

Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you

I’m one hell of a guy, it’s no surprise to you

You say you’ll leave but you won’t

Supposed to have a guilty conscience

Should feel bad, but I don’t

Sometimes I lie to you

Look you straight in the eyes and sell it right to you

I’m one hell of a guy, it’s no surprise to you

You say you’ll leave but you won’t

Supposed to have a guilty conscience

Should feel bad, but I don’t

OUTRO

All my past decisions leaving lasting impressions

Wonder when I went missing or if this is my cry help

They told I’m not the sum of the worst things that I’ve done

But you still think I can’t see past the reflections of myself

You think I’m acting crazy?

I had a little — maybe

These words just got me wavey, didn’t mean to get to get us thrown out

You say I’m back to old me, I yell at you to just hold me

If we been here before then show me

We going home now?

(Female)

I can’t believe you!

How could you do this to me?

.. .after everything?