Inside I Divide - Number One Son

Inside I divide.

So take this spark of life,

Ignite the blueprint of design that lit the flame that burns.

In an instant I will find I’m getting nowhere fast when all my thoughts become

unclear.

And they cloud the mind.

Thoughts turn to dust then disappear.

When I need to recognise who I am with my own eyes.

Once again I try to hide.

On the inside I divide.

When I need to recognise who I am with my own eyes.

Will that hatred turn to lies?

I can’t help but feel that I dropped so hard when I fell.

And I can feel that I need to ask myself.

When I’m looking to define «What it means to me.»

Is the weight within my mind all those questions I keep on asking?

To explain my own life to me in a way I can believe.

When I need to recognise who I am with my own eyes.

Once again I try to hide.

On the inside I divide.

When I need to recognise who I am with my own eyes.

Will that hatred turn to lies?

I can’t help but feel that,

Misplaced trust somewhere in me.

Searching for all that I need.

I dropped so hard when I fell.

And I can feel that…

Mistrust in me and I can feel that mistrust in me.

When I fell from the family.