Alive - Notelle

I would lose so much if I lost you

I can’t seem to make up my mind

Swear you’re back to see if you can break me

And you will this time

Rip me off and give that blank stare

I’m not seeing much in your eyes

Leave me here to sit in this darkness

I’ll be just fine

They can tell I’m going insane

Is there another way you would say it

And I think that I could finally die

Cause now I know, all it is to feel alive

You won’t let me out of this nightmare

Cut me down the second i stand

I feel shame for everything i let go

My blood, my hands

No one sees the end when they’re not there

I’m not sure that I would see mine

On my hands and knees and you don’t hear me

Cause you’re not that kind

They can tell I’m going insane

Is there another way you would say it

And I think that I could finally die

Cause now I know, all it is to feel alive