DESTRUCTIBLE - Nik Nocturnal, Postscript

Tell me something else

Like I can’t stand myself

I’m half alive and feeling miserable

But I do it to myself

Can’t blame nobody else

I’m starting to break cuz I’m destructible

The silence splits my mind

This fear keeps building up inside

I’m ready to fall

I’m ready to fall

The fear keeps eating up my pride

These voices scream inside my mind

You’ll never go far

You’ll never go far

Should I trade my dreams for something practical?

Guess I’ll give up and just b cynical

But I’m slipping away and falling further from reach

I fear I’m dstructible

I’m the weak link

It doesn’t take too much to tear apart my seams

The pain’s irreversible

The failure is me

Don’t try to heal my wounds, just watch me bleed

I’ll live my life in misery

I’ll tell you something else

You do it to yourself

You’re half alive and looking miserable

These voices rage inside your mind

This pain keeps welling up inside

You better keep your distance

You better run and hide

I fear I’m destructible

I’m the weak link

It doesn’t take too much to tear apart my seams

The pain’s irreversible

The failure is me

Don’t try to heal my wounds, just watch me bleed

I’ll live my life in misery

This is my life

This is me

And it’s all that I will ever be

These are my choices

I don’t need your voices

If it’s not meant to be

Then it’s not meant to be

Just stay away

Stay away from

Me

Stay away from me

Blegh

Stay away from me

I fear I’m destructible

I’m the weak link

It doesn’t take too much to tear apart my seams

Like Hell

I’m indestructible

Though I may bleed

Though I may bleed

You’ll have to drag me out

Dead and broken before

I’ll ever admit defeat

I’m indestructible

You’ll never get to see me give up and leave

I’ll live my life in misery