Set Me Free - Nico Collins

Laying in my bed

All alone with my thoughts

Chills down my neck

Face getting hot

Bout to cop a sweat

If I like it or not

Guess I’m in denial

Try so hard just to kid myself

But I’m too weak to refuse the help

So here I go on a trip to hell

Down another vial

Don’t know when it’s all gonna be over

At least I stayed a couple hours sober

Now I’m falling down the rabbit hole

It’s too late now cuz I sold my soul

Let it all go gave up all control

Caught up in the cycle

Forgive me father for my sins

I never should’ve let him in now

The devil’s got a hold on me

Making me do bad things

Just so I can find relief

Got me praying on my knees

Looking up to God

To cure me of this one disease

I’ll do anything to take the pain away

Can somebody just tell me that it’s gonna be okay

The devil’s got a hold on me

And every night I ask him

When he’s gonna set me free

I ain’t gonna lie it was nice at first

Felt so good not to feel me hurt

But time passed by and it just got worse

Stuck inside a prison

Maybe if I would’ve just opened up

To the few around me I knew and loved

I wouldn’t be so damn fucked up

Now nobody listens

I burned every bridge and said whatever

The only thing that makes it any better

Is a drink or a pill or a chemical

To put me back up on a pedestal

That doesn’t exist when I’m sensible

This is my religion

Forgive me father for my sins

I never should’ve let him in now

The devil’s got a hold on me

Making me do bad things

Just so I can find relief

Got me praying on my knees

Looking up to God

To cure me of this one disease

I’ll do anything to take the pain away

Can somebody just tell me that it’s gonna be okay

The devil’s got a hold on me

And every night I ask him

When he’s gonna set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

I don’t wanna wind up dead

If only I could clear my head now

Forgive me father for my sins

I never should’ve let him in now

The devils got a hold on me

Making me do bad things

Just so I can find relief

I’m still begging on my knees

Crying out to God I just wanna be happy please

I’ll do anything to take the pain away

Promise me eventually I’ll get there some day

The devil’s got a hold on me

And every night I ask him

When he’s gonna set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Breaking through to freedom as I fade away

The light is getting brighter as I make my escape

Now it’s getting hard to breathe

Guess the devil won but at least he finally set me free