Numb - Nico Collins

You don’t understand what I’m saying

My ego is talking too much

While my heart is numb (so numb)

And I won’t ever feel what you’re feeling

The damage is already done

Cause my heart is numb

The moon is creeping through the blinds

With our bodies intertwined

And I’m staring at the ceiling now

I know I’m only gonna let you down (as I quietly escape)

You keep staying up for me

Cause it kills you to watch me leave

But it kills me more to see that look on your face

Its so much easier to walk away (I'm comfortably afraid)

It’s a losing game, I ain’t gonna change

No one could ever be winning my trust

Guess that I resent the thought of sentiment

So I push it away and I settle for lust

You don’t understand what I’m saying

My ego is talking too much

While my heart is numb (so numb)

And I won’t ever feel what you’re feeling

The damage is already done

Cause my heart is numb

It’s never waking up

No, yeah

Don’t want you to blame yourself

I’m the one that needs the help

No, I won’t stop you if you’re willing to try

If I were you I wouldn’t keep my hopes high (woah)

It’s gonna take a whole lot more

Than drugs and a candy store

To fix the hole that beats inside of my chest

Can’t bring something back to life once it’s dead (no)

It’s a losing game, I ain’t gonna change

No one could ever be winning my trust

Guess that I resent the thought of sentiment

So I push it away and I settle for lust

You don’t understand what I’m saying

My ego is talking too much

While my heart is numb (so numb)

And I won’t ever feel what you’re feeling

The damage is already done

Cause my heart is numb

It’s never waking up

It’s never waking up

I can be deceiving

But my eyes are telling the truth

So look a little closer

I can be deceiving

But my eyes are telling the truth

So look a little closer

You don’t understand what I’m saying

My ego is talking too much

While my heart is numb (so numb)

And I won’t ever feel what you’re feeling

The damage is already done

Cause my heart is numb

It’s never waking up

It’s never waking up

It’s never waking up