Alone - New Years Day

I’m so bad

I’ve done worse than kill and steal

I’m so bad

It’s getting harder to conceal

I’ve made these mistakes that I can’t make up

So many cuts that I can’t sew shut

(So lets tear them up)

I’m so bad

Self-destruct another night

I’m so bad

That even I can’t make this right

Don’t wanna be alone

I know I went too deep

But at least I’m not alone

Try to understand

Breaking is the only way

When I’m out of tricks up my sleeve

I can’t be honest, even with myself

(I've made a mess again)

Breaking is the only way that I don’t fall apart

It’s so wrong

How I’ve used you for a crutch

It’s so wrong

I’ve fucked up and lost your trust

Too late for tourniquets and bandages

I’m damaged goods and that’s the way it is

Don’t wanna be alone

I know I went too deep

But at least I’m not alone

Try to understand

Breaking is the only way

When I’m out of tricks up my sleeve

I can’t be honest, even with myself

(I've made a mess again)

Breaking is the only way that I don’t fall apart

(so I don’t fall apart)

The blood is off my hands and that’s okay

It’s what I thought I wanted but that’s changed

Don’t wanna be alone

I know I went too deep

But at least I’m not alone

Try to understand that I hate the way I am

Breaking is the only way

When I’m out of tricks up my sleeve

I can’t be honest, even with myself

(I've made a mess again)

Breaking is the only way that I don’t fall apart