So Alone - NehruvianDOOM

They calling me the newest teen prodigy now

Sixteen with big dreams, the world’s finally found

The next guy to be crowned

Still I frown because I’m drowning in stress

The amount I’ve allowed to devour my chest

It’s just off the meter and leave a Batista diva

They see a kid eager and swear that he’s not a leader

And I need a reliever

My mind’s going through cyclones

When others mind-blown like minds in fight zones

He might go psycho trying to top Michael

But I know my rhymes pyro and won’t spiral

Unless it’s vinyl, still it feels like a curse, it hurts

To know a verse could lead to me in a hearse

Hate’s first, they’d rather see me fail than succeed

That’s why I’m alone, on my own with no team

Don’t need no green though I got some to spend

In the end, all I really need is a friend

I’m so, so alone (so, so alone)

It’s just me by myself (I'm so, so alone)

It’s just me by myself (I'm so, so alone)

I said I’m so, so alone (so, so alone)

I’m so, so alone (so, so alone)

Wish I could find someone who cares just a little bit

Enough of being home and alone, I’ve grown sick of it

Thinking different so nobody wanted to stick with him

And chances getting slim because money finally made it in

And I can’t pretend like I don’t hope for friends

But I hold my goals and others hold they tens

Whether gats, crack or weed, it can’t be me to bleed

I got a mother, a sister and future seeds to feed

Believe that I’ma get it done, I’m pleading to see some fun

Not even on the run and still I’m home thinking in the sun

In need of some one or thing to bring me up

I’m stuck, yup, I wanna film stuff but get tough lucks

Cause there’s no cast, just me (just me)

Always just me (just me)

I know what I could be but what’s the use of being the king

When we die anyway and we could die any day