Confused - Natalie Brown

I feel a challenge in my soul today

Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday

How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true

When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new

I feel the twisting of my soul today

Something is challenging my perceptions

And what I’m going through is hard

And I admit, right now I’m not O.K.

So…

Right now, I am confused

Right now, I don’t exactly know what to choose

This day feels so unlike the rest

Right now, I am confused

I feel a burden in my spirit today

Feels like everything that I’ve ever trusted in

Has been washed away

I feel like I’m grappling for the truth

Don’t understand decisions that I made while in my youth

In my mind I know I gotta live with what I’ve chosen

But in my heart I struggle

€˜'cause I can’t live with a heart that’s frozen

Inside my heart and soul just want to fly

Bridge:

All my questions came to late

I don’t get a chance to reevaluate?

Can not bear to live with choices I made

Gonna make a change

Feel a change in my soul today

Gonna let the past fade away

Won’t be confused no more