16 - Nasty Cats

You were my first day of friendship

You were my first night of sex

If my memory doesn’t fail, I

Quit sleeping after five years

It’s not just a syringe that united us

But what remains is a shock to the heart

I sadly lost all my joy

It’s a fool who’s decaying

So

When we lose control

Could we die alone?

There’s a neurotic voice that tells us the truth

Sometimes we didn’t care

So, why

Did we lose control?

Don’t go

You were my first motivation

You were my last heart attack

In case you haven’t grown up, I’m talking about

The time your heartbeat might have stopped

It’s not just a syringe that united us

But what remains is a shock to the heart

I sadly lost all my joy

It’s a fool who’s decaying

So

When we lose control

Could we die alone?

There’s a neurotic voice that tells us the truth

Sometimes we didn’t care

So, why

Did we lose control?

Don’t go

So long my sweet friend

So long… So long

So, why

Did you die alone?

Suicide is your last call

So

When we lose control

Could we die alone?

There’s a neurotic voice that tells us the truth

But now I plugged my ears

So, why

Did we lose control?

Don’t go