Cheap Vacation - Nakala

I will keep you in a dream I’ll find you

Anytime I close my eyes I’ll see you

I will keep you by my side forgive me

But I won’t apologise

For loving everything

And never forgetting

The memories I’m keeping

Us both in one setting

I owe it to you

I owe it to you

But don’t let holidays go and ruin reality

You get drunk on them and lose your memory

Yeah that women is oh so bittersweet

She’s like the sunshine but she’s not your family

And if you’re sharing champagne

Just to share half the pain

Then you gon' sober up and feel it again

Look I know you lost your mama young

Got you feeling alone

Lord knows what that fears become

‘Cause now you’re scared of home

Look I admit that I have lied just to feel alive

I pray that when that day comes I won’t lie to my wife

But I’ll still think of you when I tell the truth

Yeah I’ll keep it up I owe it to you

Don’t make friends based on mutual enemies

You get drunk with them but alcohol can’t see

What comes out your mouth ain’t what’s in your heart

You’ve got pain in there that no one else can hear

And there ain’t such thing as vacationing with fake friends

When the cocaine ends and the plane lands

It’s back to what you was before they don’t love you no more

‘Cause without a line or bomb you’re just not as much fun

And they just ain’t as cool ‘cause they don’t care ‘bout you

This might sound like hate but girl I loved you

I owe it to you to tell you the truth

And I sound hypercritical ‘cause I ain’t been no miracle

Look I admit that I have tried it just to feel alive

But at the end of the day I’m in love with my life

And I don’t need a vacation just to feel away

Yeah I’m alright I owe it to you