Gaps - Myelin

She’s like me, she never leaves an escape route

Because you can’t run when you’re compressed and on the edge;

When you can’t

find the missing part

And there’s just gaps where it always used to be

Alone

Fuck it, we don’t need anyone

I swear that I don’t mean the things I say when I can’t hold myself together

It’s the devil that you love you struggle with and you bring it out of me

She’s like me;

impossible to hold it in

There’s only so long you can hide the panic before it floods into everything

Through every gap where it’s been before

When I’m with her, fuck it, I don’t need anything

I swear that I don’t mean the things I say when I can’t hold myself together

It’s the devil that you love you struggle with and you bring it out of me

I see it all, the damage that we’ve caused

It’s complicated but I love you, every part that’s still intact and the devil

in your gaps