Heartsick - My Ruin

Late night catechism speaks me to sleep

A lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast

I can’t remember how I got my last scar…

The bible tells us jesus… Was a rockstar

A prayer under pressure

Of violent anguish

A prayer under pressure

Of violent anguish

Early morning exorcisms keep me awake

Seven stars surround me as I burn like a saint

I can’t remember why my knees are so sore

The bible tells us Mary… Was a whore

A prayer under pressure

Of violent anguish

A prayer under pressure

Of violent anguish

There once was a girl, and she suffered from sickness

Her mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses

Tried to pretend it was all in her mind

But I know her voice… When I hear mine

God, are you listening?

I hear you in my room

As hot as the moon on the tenth day of June

There’s no sleeping for me, I’m losing my faith

Love is not safe in a world filled with hate

Heartsick.

I’m sick.

Still sick.

My heart.

IS SICK!