If U Love Me Now - Muna

I can read your mind

I know what you’re thinking

This is not what you signed up for

I could pray to God

But I’m not invested

And you get what you pay for

I’ve been trying to find out if anyone

Feels truly happy because of all that they have done

Because I always seem to want more

Provided that I can get some

There’s me in the corner

Throwing a fit, making a mess of it

Don’t you love me now?

There’s me under the table

Hiding from my lovers and my allies

Don’t you love me now?

It’s just a hypothesis I test

That I should not exist

Don’t you love me now?

There’s me in the doorway telling you, please

You should just let me leave

If you love me now

I could bite my tongue

Trying not to say it

That my love for you looks different

I could bide my time

Hoping I could fix it

But it goes against my instincts

And I’ve been trying to find out if anyone

Feels super sure that they are deserving of someone

Because I always seem to give it up

Provided that I can get some

There’s me in the corner

Throwing a fit, making a mess of it

Don’t you love me now?

There’s me under the table

Hiding from my lovers and my allies

Don’t you love me now?

It’s just a hypothesis I test

That I should not exist

Don’t you love me now?

There’s me in the doorway telling you, please

You should just let me leave

If you love me now

Ah-ooh, ah, ah

Ah-ooh, ah, ah

Ah-ooh, there’s me, ooh (Ooh, there’s me, ooh)

Ooh, there’s me, ah-ooh (Ooh, there’s me, ooh)

Ooh, there’s me, ah-ooh (Ooh, there’s me, ooh)

Ooh, there’s me, if you—