20,000 Leagues - Mr. Grey

I got a bottle of whiskey and too much time on my hands

Rock bottom

Bottom of the sea yeah

You could say I’m 20,000 leagues

It’s so cold being alone

Cold shoulder turned to stone

Trynna keep my composure

How am I supposed to give in the gateway

Future for closure

Forgotten fallacy

Motherfucking full metal exposure

What the fuck happened to me?

Why does it have to be this way?

Why can’t they just stay the same?

Watch out boy

Don’t play in the pain

Get a handle on your heart and your head

Forfeit your fate, leave it at the gate

Played your part in the disaster-piece

Torn apart by a man-made masterpiece

Played good for a pawn but you couldn’t outlast defeat

Bathed in the back of a bath of deceit

Poisoned a root to the family tree

Cover your eyes

An angel can always see

Somebody help me

Am I too quick to quite

Spit in the face of the judge and kick the shit down at the bailiff

I can’t give in

I need to strike with precise slices

Or cut through live like a slice priceless

My vices leave me lifeless

Crises while I write this

White picket fences built for you your highness

Just get behind this

It’s plus and minus

I know that you really wanna buy this

What if the price fits?

Why should I change my ways?

Not everyday just stays the same

Angels and demons play these games

Gone in the wind of change

Breeze in my brain

My brain freezes again

Can’t think straight when I’m crooked and caged

Can’t relate when we can’t find the same page

Repping this rage

Die for the stage

I have a seed from a crazy cut

Can’t come of age when I can count my days

Can’t smile for a fake family portrait

I have no happy family and it’s rather unfortunate

So I absorb shit

While my heart rips

Torn at the seams

Grip slips from my soul, huh

Down in a hole

Nowhere to go

Can’t swim, can’t row, can’t find a boat

Sea swells ice cold flow

Caught in the undertow dead bodies don’t grow

Drown me a crown

Sorrow my sound

Already doubt

Shadows surround

Lost souls all around

Where I am found, you can find me in the motherfucking underground

I get a bottle of whiskey and too much time on my hands

Rock bottom

Bottom of the sea yeah

You could say I’m 20,000 leagues