Tired - Motherfolk

Here’s to all the people who have helped me through this year

I never could have thanked you all for that

You put up with my flaws and all my pessimistic thoughts

And this is my attempt to say thank you

I don’t think I’m quite as sad as I was before

I’ve only got myself to blame for that

I couldn’t see where I was or what I was working towards

But I’ve come to accept that side of life

I walked alone

For as far as I could let myself go

Now I fall dethroned

I crack a smile, but the joy is not my own

Here’s to all the people that I always just ignored

I’m sorry that I couldn’t say hello

Though you came in constant crowds, as I worried about myself

I couldn’t see that you were all alone

I think about Jesus and the things they say He did

I think I’d like to live some more like that

But I’m consumed with growing doubt, a need for hope, and getting out

My love could never go as deep as that

I walked alone

For as far as I could let myself go

Now I fall dethroned

I crack a smile, but the joy is not my own

I’m getting better slowly

But I am still losing my mind

And I can’t get rid of the old me

In spite of everything I’ve tired

But I never bothered you

I never asked for you

Here’s to everybody that is worried about me

I’m doing fine, as far as I can tell

I still want to die before I turn 25

But I guess we’ll have to see if time prevails

'Cause thirty years sounds bold

But God, it seems so old

I guess we’ll have to see where my road goes