The Remedy - Moonkin

Early in the morning, I heard’em singing

Birds seemed happier than I had ever been

Crawled out of my bed, picked random clothes then I

Smoked a stick of weed, Stood and thought of a purpose

Messing-up the purses, trying to gather more cents

Messing-up the bedroom, trying to gather myself

Finally found the money, finally found my smile back

What a beautiful day to get motherfucking high

Great day, ay

So stoned yet okay

No job, no money

Friends more like enemies

I’m gonna have a great day

Might as well get crazy

Alone but feeling free

'Cause dope’s the remedy

Went to the grocery down the road

Then I bought two bottles of cool booze

For a few coins

Got back home and I popped the cap

Ready for an upside down trip to Hell

I’ve got text, so baked I couldn’t answer

Neighbors knocking at my door like

What’s the matter

The music was so loud I would not even care

Throwing up my guts at the devil’s warfare

Astray

Broke and not okay

No job, no money

Less friends, more enemies

It’s not a great day

God damn my good ideas

Though I’m not that free

Those pills are heavenly

That dope’s my remedy

Been a jerk my whole life

Looking for troubles

And people ran away

Left me alone with my problems

But mama told me so, she warned me before

Just as if she knew I was gonna ruin myself

To the core

I made apologies

It’s never happening again

And then I made up more lies

«Of course I’ll be taking care»

Time ran, life fled off

Now when I look through the mirror

Can’t recognize myself anymore

I’m wasted

My head is spinning

Wandering aimlessly through the hallways

But in any ways, fleeing reality

It will get my hide

Dope’s not a remedy

But all I wanna do is getting higher and higher

Won’t open up my eyes, walking on a wire

Someday you wake up lost in time

Dead inside

Next day find out you’re lost in life

Losing your mind

People won’t jump for me

I’ve been there before

I begged for their help

They turned their backs and ignored

But hold on, you know what

I’m much more fucked up than you think

Life is way too short?

Might fuck it up upon a last drink

Later in the evening, feeling nothing

World is happier than I could ever be

Crawl back to my bed

Get rid of my clothes

Get a few Xanax

Enjoy the dose

Sun has stopped rising, no one’s left to sing

Death is more appealing than I thought she’d be

Handing me the lean, the blunt, and the pills

Close your weary eyes and just

Let me end it

That dope, that’s all

That soul, is all I’ve got

My lord, oh

My soul, lone

I’m gone, oh

You’ll damn that old hope

Damn my old hopes

Blame our old hopes

Damn your blood oaths

Bring the dope

Damn my old hopes

Blame our old hopes

Damn your blood oaths

Bring the dope