colorblind - Mokita

Slow down

I know you wanna understand

So I’ll explain the best I can

What this pain feels like

It’s hard

Cause even as I’m sitting here

I would rather disappear

Then face the world outside

I’m floating

In a violent sky

I’m okay

Well maybe not

(Here it comes again)

So I breathe

Am I gonna drown

You’ll be fine

I say it out loud

I should let

Someone know

Maybe when I’m better

So I breathe

Will it ever end

You’ll be fine

I say it again

I should let

Someone know

That something doesn’t feel right

It’s like I’m colorblind

Cause everybody’s world’s in color

Except for mine

It sucks

Cause everything’s in black and white

And I can’t say I’m numb inside

Cause that just sounds so dark

It’s hard

Cause even as we’re sitting here

I’m fighting off a constant fear

But no one sees that part

It’s like I’m floating

In a blacked out sky

You think you’re okay

But then you’re not

(Here it comes again)

So I breathe

Am I gonna drown

You’ll be fine

I say it out loud

I should let

Someone know

Maybe when I’m better

So I breathe

Will it ever end

You’ll be fine

I say it again

I should let

Someone know

That something doesn’t feel right

It’s like I’m colorblind

Cause everybody’s world’s in color

Except for mine