P.E.T. S.O.U.N.D.S. - Mixtapes

Four AM and my head’s against the wall

Countless times I’ve let myself feel this small

These words won’t come out

But tomorrow I’ll make sure they do

Make sure I don’t halve my truths

'Cause you know what?

You’re right

I’m a coward, I’m wrong

I only know how to be brave through a song

Some late nights it seems like I can’t even speak

At least I’m changing

I know it’s right for me

This whole time I’ve felt like a passerby

I counted road lines

I waited for this place to die

Streetlights led me nowhere free

I had to give

We had to live

I learned the hard way

And I’m still learning every day

'Cause you know what?

I’m right

It’s been real

It’s been long

And now I’m moving on

I’ve still got my songs

Some late nights I feel like I finally know what’s real

And that feeling is one that you can never steal

Driving home, I found new beginnings in this place

We’re told we’re born, we work, we get old

Enough of that shit, I wasted time

But you’re not wasting mine, no, no

Yeah, I remember sitting on your lawn

Some old day gone, spouting dreams until the sun came up

I love those dreams just like you

But I want to like myself right now too