Manic Upswings - Miniature Tigers

I wanna wake up

From the rattlesnake nightmare

I’ve been living, I’ve been living

If you could even call this living

Living without you

I betray myself this time of night

Why am I like this?

Maybe it’s because I’m too afraid

To face my reality without you

Reality without you

I looked for you in every bottle

And still couldn’t find you

I pray for you in downward spirals

I never could figure you out

Never could figure you out

Year after year, you drifted away

Off in the distance

Silently adjusting

Your way out of my life

Out of my life

I looked for you in every bottle

And still couldn’t find you

My pentagram, my holy bible

I never could figure you out

Never could figure you out

I see you in psychotic daydreams

And still never knew

You send me into manic upswings

I never could figure you out

Never could figure you out

Never could figure you out

Never could, never could