Wasted - Merkules, Snak the Ripper

I do my best to get up as I crawl to the sink

A cause that’s been lost 'cuz these thoughts that I think

Ain’t really the reality, I’m lost in my drink

I can’t seem to concentrate, I pause then I blink

These people keep surrounding me

I don’t know where to turn

Hopeless but I know that I can cope with my concern

Focus on my motives

Smell the roaches as they burn

The potion’s too ferocious now I’m open with my words

It’s hard to be different it ain’t easy as it sounds

Proceed to get back up when they beat you to the ground

And lock up all the windows now you’re safe and sleepin sound

I do this for myself it’s not to make these people proud

I seek the opportunity to be a better dude

But I can’t 'cuz I’ve tried now there’s nothin left to do

Sick to my stomach I can’t get myself to eat

I crack another bottle and I drink myself to sleep

This my life and I can’t change it

Seems like nothin goes my way

All my lifetime, I’ve been wasted

In the gutter where I stay

This my life and I can’t change it

Seems like nothin goes my way

All my lifetime I’ve been wasted

Just tryna live another day

(Snak The Ripper:)

I do my best to get up as I crawl to the can

A pile of human waste, that’s just all that I am

I light myself a cigarette with vomit on my hand

Calm my nerves with medicine, I call that a plan

Vodka and cran, breakfast of a champ

I’m broke so watch your necklace ain’t a style I won’t cramp

Homie fuck your whole camp, don’t mistake my kindness for

Weakness, this a big bang and you look like a dinosaur

Don’t know how to cry no more, one day the fuckin pain stops

I’ve been numb eatin crumbs and livin off of rain drops

Life sucks someone please show me the complaint box

And Imma take these drugs to the head until my brain pops

Just below the surface losing breath I’m in too deep

Fear is worthless no escapin death when he reap

Sick to my stomach I can’t get myself to eat so

I crack another bottle and I drink myself to sleep

This my life and I can’t change it

Seems like nothin goes my way

All my lifetime, I’ve been wasted

In the gutter where I stay

This my life and I can’t change it

Seems like nothin goes my way

All my lifetime I’ve been wasted

Just tryna live another day