Mutually Assured Destruction - Meris

What am i decide?

whether wrong or right to endure this ride

Or battle and die?

All my dreams are hid to deep i caught on trouble even when i sleep

Even though i sleep to run from locks

My flesh wishes THOUSAND NATURAL SHOCKS

Would i bear whips and wounds scorns of time (i saw through life?)

Or would i take arrogant offence and rapist crime (in violent strife?)

Rotten ones rebut the worthy and choice is mine (a blunt old knife)

Have i obey the laws of delay?

innocent have paid fine of their play

All my dreams are hid to deep i caught on trouble even when i sleep

Even though i sleep to run from locks

My flesh wishes THOUSAND NATURAL SHOCKS

Sweaty me under this troubles (and) moaning quiet (because a fear)

Will shivers and beliefs get loose and my mind in riot (caus end is near)

Maybe a postern to endure pain and not disquiet (better be here)

Thus this death mill Puzzles our will Nothing can heal Our hearts of ill

Consciousness makes cowards of us all and all pioneer thoughts are all do fall

Fear of death kills enterprise ACTS OF MEM ARE ALL DESPISED…