Faking - Melissa Ferrick

Well after last night

I feel more vulnerable

Than I’ve every been

Can’t you see that I’m letting you in I don’t know

How much longer I can resist

I don’t know

When I’m gonna start breaking

This morning

She called again

She calls every time I start to think you are mine

So if you think that I am lost

And do not have a home

Well guess again

And remember where I’ve been

Oh, yes I think

I have been here before

I am along in the shower

Seeing myself on the floor

And in the mirror

I stare with a look

Of I do not know where I am coming from

I don’t know

How much longer I can resist

I don’t know When I’m gonna start breaking

I just want

To try to take this for what it is Honey but what it is, what it is Oh yes it seems to be me

Oh yes it seems t be me

You know that I am just

Faking Oh well I am Faking

I am just

Faking it again

Well after last night

I feel more vulnerable