CELLAR DOOR - Melancholia

I spend days thinking 'bout how

A way to wait to dying quiet

I shouldn’t have existed

And you don’t deserve to live this

I could set myself on fire

You would be my last desire

I am a time bomb I can’t fight it

I need you, my mind’s collapsing

Closed a cellar door

I was born with adrenaline in my blood

Closed a cellar door

But come with me

I’m afraid to be alone

I’m living quietly bleeding in this feelings

Empty, screaming through the night

An obscene sight, a war to fight to find a light

With a razor I write thoughts on my wrists

All this scars are the fears I live

And my skin is a book to read

What disease is this?

Live or exist, die or resist

I’m the victim and they’re the beasts

And I can’t win

This is the end and I’m finally free

I got mad

Or maybe I was born mad

So watch your mind, friend

Or you’ll come with me in hell

Closed a cellar door

I was born with adrenaline in my blood

Closed a cellar door

But come with me

I’m afraid to be alone

My mind is hypnotized

I’m looking at this knife

I don’t wanna die

I don’t wanna come to the other side of my hands

Cover my skin

I should have taken my pills

I should have tried to heal

I should have been born to live

I never believe and be free

I can feel the breath of the death

I can feel to strengthens, I can feel this voice

I can feel this sound, nothing can sound to be dead

I’m not here no more

I can’t feel the high, I can’t feel the blood

I can’t feel the knife, I can’t feel the pain

Don’t you think that today’s a good day to return to your grave?

There’s a voice inside my head

It says you must obey me

There’s a ghost inside my soul

It says you must live with this

There’s a shadow in front of me

It says you must do this

There’s a pain inside my chest

It just must live here

Closed a cellar door

I was born with adrenaline in my blood

Closed a cellar door

But come with me

I’m afraid to die alone