Need to Never - Medication

And it’s been said to me

I hold a key I’ll never see

And what I used to have was lost but now I found it

And without sympathy

The bleeding eye could never see

They’re lining up to die the people I have counted

All the things I need to never

Do the things I want to do

Thought that it would change forever

But I never really want it

I used to try to be what I had seen that wasn’t me

And what surrounded me was people that were clouded

And though it’s hard to see just what I mean it isn’t free

And what has grounded me

Was something that you doubted