Meaningless -

Once I was wicked and filled up with rage

But now I’m just tired and gray

It all was a joke and I laughed in your face

It’s not so funny today

It’s not so funny today

Stand by the window and cover your eyes

I don’t want you seeing me age

Every story it must end it tears

When you reach the final page

We have reached the final page

Is everything as meaningless as it seems?

I hope not but I fear it is

Oh honey I fear it is

Never before had I missed someone close

As much as I missed you that night

My heart it was cold and dead in my chest

You cursed it and brought it to life

You brought the monster to life

The secrets I’ve learned in this solitude

I’ll take with me to the grave

I hope that you know I loved you the best

Though I treated you just like a slave

Though you were just a slave

Is everything as meaningless as it seems?

I hope not but I fear it is

Oh honey I fear it is

It’s hard to believe but long, long ago

I was not bitter or blue

I walked in the light, I slept through the night

It’s strange but I swear it is true

It’s strange but it is true

Look I am holding the head of a snake

And walking alone down the road

This is a moment I’ll never forget

It’ll cheer me when I’m useless and old

It’ll cheer me when I am old

Is everything as meaningless as it seems?

I hope not but I fear it is

Oh honey I know it is