Nervous - Madi Diaz

Sometimes I lie

Sometimes I convince myself

That everything’s fine

I’m such a good actress

When I say that i miss you

I miss you, i miss you

I think that I actually do

And i almost forget there’s so much messed up

Between me and you

If I close my eyes I can’t even see

I’m in fucked state of mind

And this can’t last forever

I want the attention I want the affection

Then you take up all of my time

And besides the sex there’s nothing left

There is nothing left

I know why I lie to myself

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous

Is it okay

That i might be using you for my own escape

I know that it’s selfish for me to expect you to understand where I been

When you been here the whole time

As messed up as it is, can we admit it

Can we just say it

I know why I lie to myself

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous

BRIDGE

I know it’s fine like every other time

I know that i lie a little bit every time

Almost every time

I don’t mean to ruin things

But I could say anything

Sometimes I could say anything

I know why I lie to myself

I’m not really looking to get healthy

I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective

I make me nervous