Sun Shy -

I don’t wanna be here, I just wanna go home

Closing all my curtains, turning all the lights off

Pour myself a glass of something a little sweet but strong

Just fuel to distract me

But the light of day, it peeks through

I just focus on the shadow

And the worries that I’m hiding, with a mask

I’m fucking shallow

And you’ll never really know me

'Cause I’m the one who has to own me

Who could ever love what lies underneath?

The sleepless girl who thinks too much

Who’s infinitely in a rush

But fears the future at the same time

Always the first to second guess

Can never put mistakes to rest

So all-consuming, like a gray sky

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

I hold their opinions closer to my own ones

Listen to the wicked, breathe it into my lungs

It’s my strange addiction, and I don’t know how to fix it

Once upon a time, I wasn’t just…

The sleepless girl who thinks too much

Who’s infinitely in a rush

But fears the future at the same time

Always the first to second guess

Can never put mistakes to rest

So all-consuming, like a gray sky

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

So sweet on the outside, eat me up

I need you to fill my cup

Just so I can empty it again

I’m high on the voices in my head

Telling me I should quit

The sun is out and I’m the fool who squints

I get in my own way again

The sleepless girl who thinks too much

Who’s infinitely in a rush

But fears the future at the same time

Always the first to second guess

Can never put mistakes to rest

So all-consuming like a gray sky

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

On the days I’m feeling sun shy

Why do I feel sun shy?