Ghosts - Lost in Separation

Desperation brought on by lost ambition

I can’t escape

I’ve slowly lost my way

I’ve lost my self

Clinging to smoke and mirrors

The constant reminders of what’s come undone

I’ve fought too hard to walk away again

I’ve fought too hard to walk away

Breathing In Again

A once forgotten feeling

The depths of my mind are no longer the cemeteries

Of broken will and all the shattered persuasions

That erode me to nothing but…

I’m rediscovering the purpose in uncertainty

There’s more to life than just living and breathing in

I stood by and watched the world give up on me

But I won’t do that again, this time…

I’ll get back up and dust my self off

And not let my fears take what is left of me

I’ll cast a light across the shadows

And let the healing set me free

This is not who I’m meant to be

Running from mistakes I’ve never made

There is still some hope left in me

I will not lie down on my death bed

And I won’t let this fade away

Drown me out

Exposing me

For what I am

Drowning out

The feelings of remorse

I won’t let this sickness take me

Drowning out

The feelings of remorse

I won’t let the sickness take the best of me

This lingering feeling still plagues my mind

This hell can’t be all I’ll ever know

The wind and soil will guide me home

I’m not a ghost living in my old bones

This is not

This is not who I’m meant to be

Running from mistakes I’ve never made

There is still some hope left in me

I will not lie down on my death bed

With god as my witness

I won’t let this fade away