Optimistic - Lontalius

I’m ambitious and I’m optimistic

But I’m not pretty and I’m not realistic

I didn’t really give myself time to think today

But the more that I want you, the more that I’ll say

I hide but I’m lurking

I ride but I’m searching

Though my voice doesn’t reach you

Just know that it’s working

Cause all that I ask from you

To know I won’t speak 'til I’m spoken to

Your eyes don’t show

So the silence grows

All I need’s a sound

Sing it loud

So I won’t forget it now you know

I know, I know I’m optimistic

Like a boy that is acting, a boy that is hurt

Like a muscle retracting and dragged through the dirt

Like I know I need more but I’m scared I’ll feel worse

Well I guess it couldn’t hurt

Cause now that I have money I am more afraid

And I wouldn’t say I’m lonely but I miss your gaze

And I hope that you would hold me when I’m out of the race

You could move out here later in a future age

But I know I’m optimistic

I know I’m optimistic

Your eyes don’t show

So the silence grows

All I need’s a sound

Sing it loud

So I won’t forget it now you know

I know

I know I’m optimistic

I know I’m optimistic

But I rest my hand just above my heart

Praying for love to come wake up

I rest my hand just above my heart

Praying for love to come wake up

I rest my hand just above my heart

Praying for love to come wake up

I rest my hand just above my heart

Praying for love to come wake up

Your eyes don’t show

So the silence grows

All I need’s a sound

Sing it loud

So I won’t forget it now you know

I know

I know I’m optimistic