Beautiful Disaster - Lolene

You wanna be on your own

But I don’t wanna let you go

I reach out, you walk away

Feels colder than December

When will I ever see you again?

I live in hope everyday

Running away doesn’t make it better

Nowhere to run to escape

Like a beautiful disaster

Here I am the morning after

Picking up all that’s left of me

Like a hurricane in summer

Holding on in rain and thunder

I don’t know if I’ll make it through the day

Beautiful…

I try to make the best of things

But really who am I kidding?

I’m barely breathing everyday

And you’re out there some place somewhere

Oblivious to my despair

While you’re sleeping I’m awake, do you know?

Pull me from the wreckage, pull me through it

And just get me through the night, I’ll be OK

Like a beautiful disaster

Here I am the morning after

Picking up all that’s left of me

Like a hurricane in summer

Holding on in rain and thunder

I don’t know if I’ll make it through the day

Beautiful

I don’t know if I’ll make it

I don’t know if I’ll make it through

But it’s like I’m living every day for you

Like a beautiful disaster

Here I am

Picking up all that’s left of me

Like a hurricane in summer

Holding on in rain and thunder

I don’t know if I’ll make it through, yeah

Beautiful

Beautiful disaster, disaster