Volatile - Lock and Key

This is an excerpt from my journal

Words run in circles as blood boils

Dancing around my defensive decoy

It’s an example of how I can never let things go

I can never let things go

That’s not the way it was supposed to be

I tried to see their thought

My eyes can open shut

It’s obvious now how the pattern repeats

I need to fight my impulse

Keep sight of what might help us

If it takes a man to admit he’s wrong

Then I am ready to take that step

To take a risk and not look back