Aftermath - Lingua

A shade of light is flashing by the eyes as the lies are poring out

And with a stupid voice i try to explain this: how i failed

Increasing steps of conscience made by fear, i am running from it all

I hide away the things i learned to love for this

Everytime i’m there i fall down

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

This type of disgrace i curse

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

Living the way of life i know

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

To find a way to retreat from you

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me)

I’m not what you expected but at least i’m free from your know how’s

Release, release me from myself to improve.

improve habits

The way i am supposed to see you is gray shades of the way i hate you

All the wrongs i did in my life, i promise i did them for you

Everytime i’m there i fall down

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

This type of disgrace i curse

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

Living the way of life i know

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

To find a way to retreat from you

(a side of me i can’t face, a side of me i can’t face)

Hail to those who forgive themselves

For tearing down their near in fear