Used to That - Lillian Hepler

I’m way too cynical for my age

Afraid to dive too deep knowing things might change

It’s hard to get used to things being okay

After all the love I’ve had to throw away

I can’t help trying to fix

Things that aren’t broken yet

'Cause someone else, they made me think

That there ain’t no happy ends

Every time you say, «I love you»

And I don’t say it back

I promise I’m not tryna hurt you

I’m just stuck in the past

When I’m at my worst you still put me first

While everyone’s putting me last

Yeah, every time you say, «I love you»

I’m still not usd to that, I’m not used to that

Don’t know what’s so messed up in my had

Think you gonna ghost me even while you hold me

In my bed