Cry While We're Laughing - Lil Xtra

First date 2am and again I’m

Wondering if this is even real?

What is this

She’s, super cool and she’s into all this

Weird shit that I love, that no one ever is but

I can tell she’s a sad one

But she the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to Dad if she had one

Grew up rough on some tough love, hits 18

And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of

And now she’s rolling with a reject

And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet

Roll it up, hit the porch and of course

When the smoke clears out, all we really have are regrets

All we really had were secrets

And I don’t know about the hole in my defense

It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense

You don’t gotta say it girl, I know that you’re leaving

'Cause I don’t believe it when

You say that you’re happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe one day we’ll learn

To cry while we’re laughing

So maybe we won’t

Have to get high all the time

All the time

First things first, I’m the worst and you know that

Just your birthday curse, that’s a throwback

Yeah, I ruin everything and you know that

I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack

Black lungs, white sky, oh why can’t

I just be free without a Vyvanse?

When I ask for love I get silence

As you go and hide behind eyelids

Just go to sleep, I’ll be right back

Don’t you know that you’re all I have

«Just breathe» she says, it’s not that bad

You know I hate when you talk like that

Let me break and I’ll be done

I know you hate what I’ve become

With everything that I’ve been through

I just can’t be what you want me to

'Cause I don’t believe it when

You say that you’re happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe one day we’ll learn

To cry while we’re laughing

So maybe we won’t

Have to get high all the time

All the time

Why are you high all the time?

Why are you high all the time?

Ayy yeah, turns out I’m a problem, unsolvable

Nausea from the toxins, the bad son prodigal

Now I’m reaching for top it’s improbable

The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles

Turning art into an audience

Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense

But now I’m getting played in all the provinces

'Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it

'Cause I don’t believe it

When you say that you’re happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe one day

We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing

So maybe we won’t

Have to get high all the time

High all the time

'Cause I don’t believe it when

You say that you’re happy

How could you be

When you cry all the time?

Maybe one day we’ll learn

To cry while we’re laughing

So maybe we won’t

Have to get high all the time

Why are you high all the time?