If I Was the Devil -

If I was the Devil

I would bring everyone else down to my level

I would create a living hell in

Order to prepare

An attempt to make every evil word somewhat easier to utter

But that’s not me

I’m no saint but I tried to be good, I tried so hard to be understood

You always accuse me of so much

All I can hear are their voices screaming for my blood

You say that I’m the one who fooled you but the honest truth

The honest truth is that I’m the fool

I truly changed for you

But the change in me could never be enough for you

You showed me how good this life could be

But I should’ve known that losing you would destroy me

I knew how dark this world could be

And now I’m right here trapped inside this distance and it’s killing me

Now the world is dead and it’s my burden to bear

I live inside of my head this is my punishment

For destroying every shred of humanity that was left

That was left inside of me

I’ve destroyed so many lives

How did it come to this

I close my eyes and hope I’m someone

Else when I open them

Too many lies now I can’t remember

The drugs have made every moment bleed together

I can’t believe how fucking far I’ve fallen

Thought I had this under control, I got lost in the moment

Sometimes you have to lose control

Numb the fuck up and go with the flow

You showed me how good this life could be

But I should’ve known that losing you would destroy me

I knew how dark this world could be

And now I’m right here trapped inside this distance and its killing me

The one you loved is dead and buried

He thought he’d get the last laugh, thought he’d get the best of me

Who’s laughing now?

Who’s laughing now?

HA HA HA

Numb up so I can’t give a fuck

You showed me how good this life could be

But I should’ve known that losing you would destroy me

I knew how dark this world could be

And now I’m right here trapped inside this distance and its killing me

You showed me how good this life could be

But I should’ve known that losing you would destroy me

I knew how dark this world could be

And now I’m right here trapped inside this distance and its killing me

And it’s killing me

Yeah, it’s killing me