Throwing My Life - Light Years

I keep having these dreams

Every night I sleep

Don’t know what they mean

Trapped in the house where I lived

When I was just a kid

And I can’t escape

No sign of the end

Just my greatest regrets

And oldest friends

Who all left me behind

I never made up my mind

Or any sense

But if the writing’s on the wall

I just didn’t see

I was stood up on my date

With destiny

I’m sick of throwing my life away

Sick of all of the things that I can’t change

Sick of having to live this way

Watching my dreams go down the drain

I’ve got these holes in my heart

They match the ones in my head

But I don’t mind

Cause every now and again

I like to pretend

That I’m alright

They say the hardest part of life is growing up

And from all that I did I’ve had enough

But the world won’t stop spinning

And I’m just here wishing it would stop