Control - Life Lessons

I’m not here to make some beautiful

I’m just unraveling the better place, the better frame

For things I can’t explain

These words still feel empty

This frame doesn’t change what’s inside and if

There’s still nothing underneath

This isn’t air to me anymore

I’m breathing in the sadness of everyone

This isn’t air to me anymore

Before I write this out

Remind me to believe that it’s worth the spiral down

And the mess I leave behind when I am done

At least it feels natural but

In this moment I am not in control

If I can’t work this out with my head

Do I just give up?

I’m losing it

If I can’t work this out in my head

This isn’t air to me anymore

I’m breathing in the sadness of everyone

This isn’t air to me anymore

I’m not asking for much

Just a way out