Drown -

There is a hell inside, longing for release

Within an amber glow, lay comfort and relief

Ingest to quell the pain boiling beneath

Close my eyes, harness this spiteful, hollow being

Come and go as you please

In the end I’m left crawling on my knees

I would give anything to be what you need

But in the end, it’s all lust and dreams

I fucking hate what we’ve become

Your kiss is poison and your words a loaded gun

Drained of all life, yet I continue to bleed

Drown these desires and set fire to these fucking memories

Your seeds to sew

My hate just grows

These knots in my stomach tell me everything I need to know

If you are really gone this time, then stay the fuck away

Temporary fix that numbs the hurt, but leaves the pain

I curse your name

I try, I really do

But nothing feels the same

Nothing feels the same

Your seeds to sew

My hate just grows

These knots in my stomach tell me everything I need to know

If you are really gone this time, then stay the fuck away

Temporary fix that numbs the hurt, but leaves the pain

I curse your name

I try, I really do

But nothing feels the same

There is no greater pain that you could inflict

I feel the weight pressing down on my neck

The agony of drawing breathe

Wish I could be there when karma comes to collect

No solace, no shelter from the rain

There it is, the old familiar sting

You fucking fool, did you not learn a thing?

Back to reality and nothing’s going to change

Drained of all life

Yet I continue to bleed

Drown these desires

And set fire to these fucking memories… bitch