Complex - Leellamarz

내가 다섯 살이 됐을 때

일본에 갔지

친구 한 명 대화 한번 해주는 애가

없는 채 나만 남았지 바보가 됐고

이유를 찾았지 나는

말을 하지 못해 듣는 것도 못해

이런 나를 빠가라고 부른

너희들은 못됐어

나의 깊은 내면에서부터 말해

듣고 말해 어서 그래서

I made it fuck complex

내가 아홉 살 때 쯤

여수에서 올라왔지 서울로

Made it from bottom 언제나 solo

누구보다 잘하는 게

나의 목표 단지

나의 머리 위에 누군가의 발이

존재하는 게 싫었던 어린아이

When I was middle

손가락은 busy

잠은 사치였어 그래서

I made it fuck complex

Why are you hating me

괜히 얘기하는 게

아니란 것을 you already

Rap은 취미 아닌 취미

나의 가사들은 찢기고

밟혀 내 눈앞에서

내 이야기들이

들을 수 없었기에

써냈지 나의 귀에

남아있던 그의 목소리는

보여줬네 기회

듣고 있던 나의

Situation 이것마저

부끄러웠어 그래서

I made it fuck complex

I don’t give a shit

난 가사를 수없이 쓰고

넌 나를 씹었지

Ufo 앞에서 랩을 하고

밤엔 울었지

음악 하는 것이

꿈이었던 때가 있었지 so

유명세 돈 여자 다른 것들

I don’t fuck with ya

내 음악을 줄 순 없어

더 많은 더 좋은 음악 만들어야지

그래서 i made it fuck complex

어머니의 입에서

나오던 친구들 이름은 이제

지겨워 나도 내 삶이

있다는 얘기는

못한 채 알았어요

라고 대답해

답답해

막막하고

누가 나를 말할까 걱정이

되기도 해 흐려지는 나의 꿈은

어른이 돼가는 거겠지라는

좋은 포장 뒤에 숨어

안도하기 바빠

너도 알지 이 느낌

모른다면 기도할게

너는 모르기를

Life is bitch

Now i got it what it’s meaning

Get this paper

형제들을 위해

Fame is game

But I don’t want to winning

Life is music

That’s all i need it

신경 꺼 누가 뭘 하든지

눈앞에 있는 prob

I’m gon fight with it

Complex 들이 나를 뛰게 만들고

말하고 행동하던 것들까지 바꿨어

이런 complex 들이

나를 배고프게 하며

나의 깊숙한 곳 어딘가를

자꾸 허전하게 하지

Complex 정상에

서게 되는 날이 오면

놔주겠니 나의 old friend

Complex 오늘은 원동력이

내일은 stress

이미 새겨진 듯하지

내 몸에 complex

Complex 들이 나를 뛰게 만들고

말하고 행동하던 것들까지 바꿨어

이런 complex 들이

나를 배고프게 하며

나의 깊숙한 곳 어딘가를

자꾸 허전하게 하지

Complex 정상에

서게 되는 날이 오면

놔주겠니 나의 old friend

Complex 오늘은 원동력이

내일은 stress

이미 새겨진 듯하지

내 몸에 complex

쟤넨 멍청해 전부

You know what I meaning

거부감이 들 정도 아마도 이미

내 목소리는 저들 아냐 맞아 전부

들리지 않아 one love

That I never seen

What about today

How can I see

What about tomorrow

혹시 넌 보이니

What about a week

We are so damn weak

Who know the future

But you are leaning on

LOVE 한 사람이 너를

책임지길 바라는 마음으로 남을

사랑이라는 새장 속에 넣어

다만 그 새가 부르는 노랫말은

Free free

Free we are so damn weak

What about today

What about tomorrow

What about a week

변하지 않지

So now I know

Why you love money

Now I know why you love fame

Now i know why you love bitches

Now I Know why love is fake

아름다워 내가 봤던

모든 것 찾던 지식들

갖고 싶었던 가져야 했던

따라야 했던 밟아야 했던

시간들이 근데 마음 한쪽에서 말해

부러워 저들의 멍청함이

저들의 무질서 무지함이

사람을 끌고 또 밀고는 하지

나만 바보가 돼가는 이 느낌

살아도 사는 게 아닌 이 느낌

알아도 모르게 돼가는 느낌이

들어 나라는 사람을 내가 죽였지

That’s complex 이해가 되지

않았기에 저들이 멍청하다고 말해

That’s complex 실수는 실패가

돼가는 과정이라고 생각했어

That’s complex 나 그리고 너가 아닌

우리라는 말이 내겐 어색했고

That’s complex 이 녀석을 더는 보고

싶지 않아서 그랬어

That’s complex

I wanna love i wanna hurts

두렵지 않아 변해가는 것들

우주에서 나를 바라보면

보이지도 않겠지 아주 조그만 점

그런데 지구는 돌아 그런데

지구는 태양을 돌아 태양은

우주에서는 아마 사람쯤 되겠지

그래 모든 것은 다 돌고 또 돌아

Complex 들이 나를 뛰게 만들고

말하고 행동하던 것들까지 바꿨어

이런 complex 들이

나를 배고프게 하며

나의 깊숙한 곳 어딘가를

자꾸 허전하게 하지

Complex 정상에

서게 되는 날이 오면

놔주겠니 나의 old friend

Complex 오늘은 원동력이

내일은 stress

이미 새겨진 듯하지

내 몸에 complex

That’s complex

That’s complex

when i was five

went to japan

A kid talking to a friend

I'm the only one left, I've become a fool

I found a reason

I can't speak, I can't hear

You called me like this

you guys are bad

speak from the deep inside of me

listen and tell me so

I made it fuck complex

when i was nine

I came from Yeosu to Seoul

Made it from bottom always solo

What you do better than anyone

just my goal

Someone's feet on my head

A child who didn't want to exist

When I was middle

your fingers are busy

Sleep was a luxury so

I made it fuck complex

Why are you hating me

I'm just talking

that it's not you already

Rap is a hobby, not a hobby

my lyrics are torn

trampled on in front of my eyes

my stories

because I couldn't hear

I wrote it in my ears

the rest of his voice

I showed you a chance

I was listening

Situation Even this

I was shy so

I made it fuck complex

I don't give a seat

I write lyrics countless times

you chewed on me

Rap in front of UFOs

I cried at night

doing music

There was a time when it was a dream so

celebrity money woman and other things

I don't fuck with ya

I can't give you my music

I need to make more and better music

So i made it fuck complex

from mother's mouth

The names of the friends who appeared are now

I'm tired of my life

saying there is

I didn't know

answer

stuffy

dreary

I worry about who will tell me

My dream is becoming blurred

That I'm going to become an adult

hiding behind good packaging

busy with relief

you know this feeling

If you don't know, I'll pray

you don't know

Life is bitch

Now i got it what it’s meaning

Get this paper

for the brothers

Fame is game

But I don't want to winning

Life is music

That's all i need it

Don't care who's doing what

Prob in front of you

I'm gon fight with it

Complexes make me run

I changed the things I said and did

These complexes

makes me hungry

somewhere deep in me

keep making me empty

at the top of the complex

When the day comes

Will you let go, my old friend

Complex Today is the driving force

tomorrow is stress

looks like it's already been engraved

complex in my body

Complexes make me run

I changed the things I said and did

These complexes

makes me hungry

somewhere deep in me

keep making me empty

at the top of the complex

When the day comes

Will you let go, my old friend

Complex Today is the driving force

tomorrow is stress

looks like it's already been engraved

complex in my body

They're all stupid

You know what I mean

To the degree of rejection, perhaps already

My voice isn't them, that's right, everything

I can't hear it, one love

That I never seen

What about today

How can I see

what about tomorrow

can you see

what about a week

We are so damn weak

Who know the future

But you are leaning on

LOVE one person you

I will leave others with a desire to be responsible

put it in a cage called love

But the song the bird sings

free free

Free we are so damn weak

What about today

what about tomorrow

what about a week

does not change

So now I know

Why you love money

Now I know why you love fame

Now i know why you love bitches

Now I Know why love is fake

it's beautiful i saw

All the knowledge I was looking for

I wanted to have

I had to follow, I had to follow

Time goes by, but one side of my heart tells me

I envy their stupidity

their ignorance of disorder

Don't drag and drop people

This feeling that only I am becoming a fool

Even if I live, this feeling is not living

The feeling of not knowing

Listen, I killed a man called me.

That's complex, I don't understand

Say they're stupid because they didn't

That's complex, mistakes are failures

I thought it was a process

That's complex, not me and you

The word "we" was awkward to me

That's complex, no more seeing this guy

I didn't want to

That's complex

I wanna love i wanna hurts

I'm not afraid of things that change

when you look at me from space

You can't even see a tiny dot

But the earth turns

the earth revolves around the sun the sun

In space, maybe people

Yes, everything goes round and round

Complexes make me run

I changed the things I said and did

These complexes

makes me hungry

somewhere deep in me

keep making me empty

at the top of the complex

When the day comes

Will you let go, my old friend

Complex Today is the driving force

tomorrow is stress

looks like it's already been engraved

complex in my body

That's complex

That's complex