Neuroleptic Malignancy - Laceration

Close my eyes as I look deep within

Hoping to find something that is real

As I walk through the

Passages of my mind

I find that I have lost myself

Searching for answers within

I find nothing

Everything is bleak

In this mind so empty

Where have all my thoughts gone

What is consuming my brain

These pills are supposed to help

Not just make me worse

Why is my brain so weak

It cannot function

I feel myself go deeper

Every day

Whispering

Ideas of motivation

Nothing gets better

My moral fails

Nothing remains

Of my past life

Happiness an emotion

I no longer feel

Feel

I feel nothing

Self loathing kicks in

I must end this wretched life

Who do you think you are

To try and stop me

Sinking the knife deeper

Into my skin

Into my

Skin

I look down upon myself

From my celestial view

Realise I was never anything